Nothing in the world prepares you for the plummet and crash. Nothing in existence has the capacity of total psychic annihilation quite like this. Nothing is comparable. Nothing would be preferable. Everything is burning. Everything is decimated. Everything feels empty and meaningless. Everything becomes nothing.
Hurting the one that you love is an unrivaled feeling, only to losing that person. Quickly, the love gets sucked out with only frustration and helplessness rushing in to take its place.